Sunday, January 22, 2012

Part I of a Three-Day Post

Friday:

I dragged the crapradoodle for the 3.4 mile maintenance loop (~36:00) at around 29 degrees. Today, I started to answer some of yesterday's questions, or, at least, I started answering some of the huge sweeping questions of my life, and the answers reminded me that I had asked myself some questions the day before, and . . . you know what, here:

With all of my writing classes, I have a number of suggestions that I give them, regardless of the caliber of writing or the objectives of the class: if I wants to be a better writer, for instance, I have to sit down, everyday, and write; I have to read; I have to learn grammar (despite how much I disliked learning it in sixth grade); and, a lesson that makes them all uncomfortable, I can't lie to myself.

Those same rules apply to running: run (or cross train) every day, unless, of course, you have a scheduled day off. In which case, you take a decided, scheduled day off: and when you rest, get good rest.

Writers have to read, runners have to recover: this is the least good analogue in the series, but if a runner runs a hard run and doesn't eat at least a decent meal . . . the gains, I would guess, will be discouraging.

Grammar: form. I take some time on each run to work on my stride (it has been too long my whole life, but continues to shorten) and my breathing (which has always been uneven and choppy).

Don't lie to yourself. That's the answer I told myself on my run today. A lot of young writers tell themselves they write best under pressure, so they put everything off until the last minute. A lot of young writers tell themselves they write best with loud music or while they're watching The Daily Show or while they're cooking. While I am certain that there are a couple of procrastinating, headbanger, multitasking writer-chefs in the world, my guess is that most of us are like me, and maybe write one crazy good thing under bizarre circumstances, but, for the most part, we write like we run, better with a sustained consistent effort, with a schedule, by ourselves, as we focus on running.

But what about the running questions: okay, the same principles apply, I think. Should I start pushing for a faster pace, how much running can I add each week, how hard should I push? "Well," the answer came to me, "don't lie to yourself." I'm the only person who knows whether I'm hurt or injured. I'm the only person who knows whether I worked too hard yesterday such that I should not push very hard today or whether I'm just feeling tired because I stayed up too late watching Downton Abbey. I'm the only one who can decide whether it's going to hurt my run to eat a second brat at midnight or have a handful of peanuts.

Some runners have trainers or coaches. Most of us just take ourselves through the paces, getting good and bad advice from friends and fellow runners (not to mention strangers who, invariably, know more about our health than we know). So should I then set my mile-repeats goal for 6:15? At this point, I'm saying yes. I don't have any major creeks or soreness. I'm not pushing myself to injury. If I were to say I didn't want to continue improving my time, I think that impulse could easily be traced back to my being lazy. So, for now, I will continue to increase my distance and intensity. Maybe tomorrow I'll change my mind.

Saturday:

I ran four miles on the treadmill today (34:00) -- most of the time, I ran an 8:57 pace, but I did increase the intensity five or six times for a minute or two. I didn't want to tax my body too much, but I did want to get my heart rate up at least a little. I think it was a good idea.

What wasn't a good idea today? Eating six Jammin Jalapeno chicken wings at the Restaurant Whose Name Should Not Be Mentioned for lunch. Well, that wasn't a terrible idea in and of itself, but couple with the fact that I chased those wings with six of their hottest Habenero chicken wings: all the events of lunch, taken together, were not the best pre-run meal I've ever eaten.

Still, I made it through the workout. Nobody around me suffered for my lunch, but . . . well, my insides were not thrilled with me. So while we're on the topic of don't lie to myself: I need to make better choices for pre-run meals.

Sunday:

Long run this afternoon, probably on the treadmill, given the ice storm of the last couple days. Just a note, though: a bad pre-run meal decision can have effects the next day as well.


Eleven Day Tally
Monday: 8.4
Tuesday: 3.4
Wednesday: 3.4
Thursday: ~13.0
Friday: ------
Saturday: 3.4
Sunday: 3.4
Monday: 7.0
Tuesday: 3.4
Wednesday: 3.4
Thursday: 8.0
Friday: 3.4
Saturday: 4.0

Previous: 79.1

Year To Date: 86.5 miles.

Running Days: 16
Days off: 5


I'll post again after the long run.

Friday, January 20, 2012

Mile Repeats Are Good . . . But Are They Good Enough?

Yesterday, I had a tempo run. Am I using that word right? I went to the rec center, stepped on the treadmill, ran a warmup mile (8:57), took off my warmup clothes, ran another warmup mile (8:57), uptempo mile (6:22), (8:57), (6:22), (8:57), (6:22), (8:57), plus two .1 mile kicks (5:00 pace). Phwew -- I'm glad I'm writing this, because I don't think I'd understand it if I had to read it. It's like all the worst parts of Calculus crash up against the book of Revelations.

Again, I'll preface this conversation (mid-post preface) by reminding us all I was on a treadmill, and was, therefor, cheating in a sense. But I felt pretty great, really. Those are the fastest mile repeats I've run since high school -- half my life ago, holy crap! -- and I am pleased with the times.

My question for myself when I got home: did I run them fast enough? I felt great. I taxed myself. I pushed my limits. But, if I recall from high school sports, if you don't puke or earn some kind of injury -- heel spurs, hip flexor, ITBS, shin splints -- well, you're hardly an athlete at all.

Of course, in a sense, I jest, but how does one know if one pushes hard enough? I often imagine myself hooked up (like Dolph Lundgren in Rocky IV) to the Russian version of NASA mainframe as it measures my systolic and disystolic pressure every second of every day, but I think that kind of observation might be above my pay grade.

I jest, but how is a runner, a common folk, to know if she or he pushes hard enough? In fact, am I getting too competitive, even now? Should I just leave the run at: felt great, do it again in ten days, or should I set a goal for a 6:15 mile pace? I have been running for years without a log, which means, in part, that I haven't really been tracking my progress; I've been setting random goals and achieving them or forgetting them; I've been running intuitively, willing to back away from any pace, less aware of my body. Now, I'm paying more attention, running more often (largely as the result of this blog), and pushing myself harder.

Is that a good thing? I dunno.

If I do have a 5K goal, it's to get in under 20:00 sometime soon, and, if time still works the way it did when I was younger (though I don't think it does), a 6:22 pace should be just about right if I can maintain it during a race. I really don't want to get injured. I've often read that in training, one should not increase one's workout by more than 10% each week, but is that just mileage or is that time or is it any combination there of? Calculus* -- why do you forsake me?

I suppose, the bottom line is that any good running routine requires a delicate balance of listening to your treadmill and listening to your body. So I'm going to go on like this with a maintenance run today and tomorrow and a long run Sunday (hopefully outside), pushing hard when my knees say it's okay and backing off, even if my watch scolds me.


Eleven Day Tally
Monday: 8.4
Tuesday: 3.4
Wednesday: 3.4
Thursday: ~13.0
Friday: ------
Saturday: 3.4
Sunday: 3.4
Monday: 7.0
Tuesday: 3.4
Wednesday: 3.4

Thursday: 8.0

Previous: 71.1

Year To Date: 79.1 miles.

Running Days: 14
Days off: 5

Stretching note: okay, I pulled each foot up to its accompanying butt cheek twice in between mile one and mile two. So if I get injured at this point, I can blame it on God or Somebody Else. Naysayers, satisfied?

*Also, yes, I know that's not really what Calculus is. Thank you very much in advance to any smarty-pants reader who wants to point that out.

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Photocopying on the Run

Ran the 3.4-mile maintenance loop again today (28:14). Backwards, same as yesterday. Stopped by my office to email material to my creative writing class. I would have preferred a different maintenance run, given that I ran this one yesterday, but my students needed me. There I went. To the rescue. Mile repeats tomorrow.

Eleven Day Tally
Sunday: ------
Monday: 8.4
Tuesday: 3.4
Wednesday: 3.4
Thursday: ~13.0
Friday: ------
Saturday: 3.4
Sunday: 3.4
Monday: 7.0
Tuesday: 3.4

Wednesday: 3.4

Previous: 67.7

Year To Date: 71.1 miles.

Running Days: 13
Days off: 5

Did I Just Enjoy a Maintenance Run?

I ran my 3.4 mile maintenance loop (28:58) last night, unburdened by dog, burdening no dog. It was warm enough to run in shorts, but not much warmer. I can't remember feeling so good on my least-favorite of runs. I was sore from the day before's hill workout, but I felt smooth and strong. My pace was faster than usual, but I didn't feel as though I were pushing harder. I ran a few short (~minute~) uptempos, and they felt good. I'm believing more every day in the sustained, consistent effort.

I've been a fan of running three quality workouts every ten days for years, but have often found myself skipping the days in between, because I'm too busy. That also allows me to push the quality workout back a day, such that soon I'm running a 14, 15, 20 day cycle. Not only was I seeing no gains, I was barely able to maintain. Though I wanted to run a 5K, a 10K, a half marathon, I never knew from week to week what kind of shape I'd be in -- and the fluctuations were severe.

For a little over a month now, I've maintained. I've missed a couple of days, but, truthfully, no many, and I feel more like a runner than I have since, well, high school. I am going to run some races in the spring, I'm sure of that, but, again, that's never been the goal . . . the running is the goal, getting out there everyday is the goal, fulfilling my daily obligations is my goal. If I shed a few pounds, that's good. If I drop a few seconds from my race results, that's fine, too.

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Meanwhile, a friend posted an article from Runner's World on facebook yesterday. I love that magazine. I subscribed for two years. I don't read the journal word for word, but it's really great to have a community of like-minded folks vindicating your efforts, even if they'll never meet you.



Eleven Day Tally
Saturday: 3.4
Sunday: ------
Monday: 8.4
Tuesday: 3.4
Wednesday: 3.4
Thursday: ~13.0
Friday: ------
Saturday: 3.4
Sunday: 3.4
Monday: 7.0


Tuesday: 3.4



Previous: 64.3

Year To Date: 67.7 miles.

Running Days: 12
Days off: 5

Tonight another maintenance run: I'll probably take the dog.

Monday, January 16, 2012

Lancaster III: And a Note on Stretching

Ran Lancaster Hill (.4 miles) eight times again. Didn't realize it had only been a week. I guess that means today was supposed to be a speed workout, but I ran hills in stead. My bad. First, results:

January 16: Times: (3:14), (2:57), (3:01), (2:53), (2:57), (2:51), (3:00), (2:52). Average: (2:58). Mean: (3:02) +/-12.

January 09: Times: (3:04), (3:11), (3:12), (3:03), (3:03), (2:57), (2:58), (2:59). Average: (3:03). Mean: (3:05) +/-8.

December 19: Times: (2:59), (3:09), (3:11), (3:00), (3:10), (3:00), (3:06), (2:57). Average: (3:02). Mean (3:05) +/-6.

Results first, because one of these things is not like the other ones . . .

If I have a goal on this run, it's not so much for a specific time (though, for right now, an average of 2:55 is near on the horizon I hope), but I would like to get my mean very close to my average, and have my pace +/-3. Also, I'm only vaguely confident that I'm using "mean" correctly. Maybe I'll look that up.

What did I do so wrong, so early, on today's splits? I had a long walk before my run, and thought I had a decent warmup, but, clearly, I needed something more before I started my hills. Maybe I'll throw in a few short bursts to my warmup for future runs.

Also, I started controlling my breathing much better as I went . . . the importance of good breathing can never be exaggerated.

I was still a touch sore from Thursday's long run, which might have been part of the problem: I might need to loosen up. Which implies stretching. I haven't stretched for, hell, eight years. And I have only one objection to stretching as a workout supplement and aid -- but it is, you'll agree, a very good objection: I don't wanna.

Can stretching be any boringer?

No, it cannot. If it got any less fun, we would just go ahead and cancel the Olympics, because nobody would join teams, because coaches who insist on stretching (aka: all coaches) can bite me, and by extension, bite us, by whom I mean everybody who would be weeping in their gym socks from boredom if stretching got boringer.

I suppose I'm begging for an injury by not stretching and running in the cold and running fairly hard. And, certainly, everybody will look very forward to tsk, tsking the hell out of me when I finally do pull something . . . well, shame on you: making fun of a guy who just pulled something. I guess we know who's the truly poor sport here: the maker-funners, not me. I just need a bag of ice. Well, at least, that's what we'll be like when the time comes.

Still, I've been thinking about it. Might help me run better if I'm limberer. Though my boredom tears are certain to slow me down. It's a classic catch 22.

Eleven Day Tally
Friday: 7.5
Saturday: 3.4
Sunday: ------
Monday: 8.4
Tuesday: 3.4
Wednesday: 3.4
Thursday: ~13.0
Friday: ------
Saturday: 3.4
Sunday: 3.4

Monday: 7.0

Previous: 57.3

Year To Date: 64.3 miles.

Running Days: 11
Days off: 5

Remind me to tell you what I've been thinking about marathons lately. Some other time.

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Maintenance Days

Friday: off.

Saturday 3.4 mile maintenance loop: 35:00, dragged by crapradoodle.

Sunday 3.4 mile maintenance loop: 37:30, dragging crapradoodle. The things she must eat before these runs . . .

It's been cold. I should be going over to the rec center for these runs, but that seems to add twenty minutes of driving every time I go, and I'm opposed to that for a number of reasons. Primarily, it feels like a waste of my very important time, but also, our family has put less than three hundred miles on our cars since November, and that ain't bad.

Tomorrow, I have either a hill workout or a speed workout on deck. If it's warm enough, I'll run my hills. If it's too cold, I'll go inside, find a treadmill, and run very fast. Maybe half miles. Maybe quarter miles.

Friday: 7.5
Saturday: 3.4
Sunday: ------
Monday: 8.4
Tuesday: 3.4
Wednesday: 3.4
Thursday: ~13.0
Friday: ------


Saturday: 3.4
Sunday: 3.4

Previous: 50.5

Year To Date: 57.3 miles.

Running Days: 10
Days off: 5



Friday, January 13, 2012

Two Hours, Twenty Degrees, Stuff Like That

One of my favorite things about the long run is that so much can happen. I set out last night for a two-hour run. It had been a long day (I get up at 6:00 a.m., start working as soon as I pour a cup of coffee, and I finish teaching at 5:00 p.m.), but we all have long days. I hit the pavement at 5:25 and got home again at 7:30.

Getting out of the house is often a hell of a thing for me: between the grading, the prep, the letters of recommendation, my own writing, spending time with the kids, watching Caprica with my spouse -- there's always something else immediate and pressing that tries to keep me inside.

Last night, for instance, I was hungry. The kids were cooking pizza. I thought about eating pizza and playing Nintendo with them for a bit, taking my long run the next day. I had to practice some pretty serious discipline to grab some peanuts and get my feet moving.

I started just before dark on a breezy, warm, rainy January day. There's a spot on the bike trail where four white-tail deers stand and look at me, as if to say, "Want an ear of corn?" They were there last night. The rain picked up, really started soaking me, and I hadn't eaten enough peanuts. So I stopped by my office where I keep another jar of peanuts and several small boxes of raisins. Forty minutes into my run, I had this little snack and thought, I can get home in twenty minutes; an hour run's respectable; I can grab a slice of pizza . . ., but I pushed through.

It's that middle third of a long run that often gets me. That's also part of what I mean by "Running for the Middle" -- the first forty minutes is nothing, little more than a maintenance run, and the final forty minutes is often accompanied by elation or, at least, a sense of accomplishment -- a good kind of hurt. But those middle forty -- those moments are filled with the fear that I'm never going to get home; my work is piling up; the kids are growing up without a father; the crapradoodle will have run away and bit somebody or joined a circus . . .

I made my turn on the bike trail at close to 80 minutes and felt great -- forty minutes to go; I had worked out the creeks in my calves and hips; I had built up a sweat; my breathing was under control; my pace (9:00 min/mile) was exactly what I wanted. I made the turn for the final forty, and the wind I hadn't realized was at my back hit me full on in the face. The rain, I swear, was just this side of icicles. My shirt spoke out loud to my nipples: "Ha! You thought you were chapped before you made the turn.

I ran through town to get home. I passed a bank at 7:03, twenty-five minutes from home. By this time, the temperature had dropped twenty degrees, and I was feeling it. My forearms had gone numb -- I hadn't dressed for this weather -- and I thought about stopping by a friend's house to borrow a pair of socks for my hands. My long sleeve shirt had lost its efficacy when it became a crackling sheet of ice.

Ever read "To Build a Fire"?
The cold of space smote the unprotected tip of the planet, and he, being on that unprotected tip, received the full force of the blow. The blood of his body recoiled before it. The blood was alive, like the dog, and like the dog it wanted to hide away and cover itself up from the fearful cold.
I thought about that just then.

At this point, I must have looked pretty doofy running along State Street shaking my arms above my head to get blood flowing out of them and then below my waist to get blood flowing into them and then clapping and rubbing my hands, and squinting because, you know, those icedrops, all the while listening to my nipples cutting holes in my t-shirt.

I ran like this passed businesses, the grocery store, restaurants, frat houses, the yoga studio, and back to the top of the hill. At home, I ran my hands under cold water while clapping and rubbing them and took my shower. I stood next to the heater and put an Angry Birds bandaid on each nipple. I ate another snack and drove through the snowy slush to catch the last lines of the fiction reading I had given up for the run.

Unlike our hero from the Jack London story, I was never in any great peril, my peril was much less perilous (I've been thinking of Monty Python today, I guess), because I could have crawled into a gas station or knocked on a friend's door, but the long run is about the closest thing I have to an adventure these days. I like the way it tests my limits, asks me to do things I wouldn't normally set out to do. I like the way I change and the world changes with me while I'm running. It's not a superhuman distance; I'm not fooling myself into thinking I'm doing anything noteworthy. The long run is a different distance for all of us, but I do think it's the crown jewel of my ten-day cycle, not because it's the most important workout for my training, but because it shows me that I can do more than I thought I could do two hours earlier.

Friday: 7.5
Saturday: 3.4
Sunday: ------
Monday: 8.4
Tuesday: 3.4
Wednesday: 3.4
Thursday: ~13.0

Friday: ------

Previous: 37.5

Year To Date: 50.5 miles.

Running Days: 8
Days off: 5

Is it a psychological thing (some folks like to call it a dysfunction, I like to call it a thing) that on days that I have a run planned, I don't want to run, but days I have off, I want nothing more than to grab another dozen miles?